I told him I was falling in love and he said it back. He’s making me so nervous but I have to decide if I want to fall or not. Him saying it’s happening to him too doesn’t help. Well I guess it does, but in the back of my mind I think, do we […]

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I feel like I have to make myself vulnorable to find a decent guy. I didn’t find a guy I thought I’d be with but I found someone that somehow knows the right things to say and do to not put me off. I’ve been in this mood where I want a guy to like […]

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