I think it’s so weird that I’d prefer to talk to people in my head than in real life. I have control over what they say and what I say. If I mess up I can change the scene and try again. It’s perfect conversations every time and it’s not like that in real life. I always leave conversations feeling like I did a terrible job communicating. Clearly I’m right because that’s what I’m struggling with at work and boss always tells me. I desperately need help; this isn’t healthy at all. I need insurance first.
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