I moved into my new room. The family is so nice and warm. The kids are a riot it’s going to be fun living here. I want to spend some time learning Spanish, I really think it’ll help me when I move. I have to make sure I tell them I’m moving back to Oregon […]

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Meeting goals

Step one of plan will be underway tomorrow. I start a new adventure and hopefully things will start moving a little faster. I know I should stay in the moment and enjoy every second of it but I can’t wait to see where I am a year from now. Hopefully back in Portland, this time […]

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I hate always being sad. I want to smoke because I feel better. As soon as I stop the sadness comes back so clearly marijuana isn’t curing anything just helping me ignore the sadness. Where is it coming from? I’m seeking another therapist, my last one sucked ass. I hate feeling this way and I […]

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January Goals

First and foremost, I need to pack up my things. I also need to shred all the sensitive papers I have and get rid of the clutter that follows me around. I want to start fresh at Luc’s house. Whatever I bring there will be permanent, I’m not getting rid of things as easily anymore […]

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What A Year

2017 was an odd year. I spent most of it trying to figure myself out and I think I really did that. I know what kind of woman I am now and I’m ready for 2018. I’m making it a fantastic year for myself and I will get shit done. I just have to stay […]

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